Why Am I Crying Over What Happend To Andy Biersack?

Well, Im crying so hard because of what happend to Black Veil Brides's lead singer, Andy Biersack (He doesnt go by andy sixx anymore) but he was singing in a concert and jumped off of a balcony shattering 3 ribs, i saw the video and bursted out in tears. Im a HUGE fan of BVB and i was wondering why i was crying so hard? Also one more question.. am i depressed? I listen to the song: I Miss You by Blink 182, and The Reason, by Hoobastank, and cry. Ive had a terrible past. I also sleep until 3 in the afternoon. Thanks for your time(: Also, I will delete any "Black veil brides is crap," No, if your not a fan, dont say anything at all. <3 (: